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"Homesick"

You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again

And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow

I've never been more homesick than now

-Mercy Me

alright so today started out this morning was all like stressfull and i was in a horrible mood. but then I got on the bus and I prayed and my mood just did like totally flipped and I was in such a good mood. ooo and I talked with this one guy on the bus about CAKE! and it made me want cake so bad. and so the whole day just was a good day mainly cuz it was FRIDAY!

haah me and amanda had a good time in math. I said somthing about arcs and she thougth I randomly said "I VOTE REPUBLICAN!" hahaha and I was just having issues reading "what's the death of this figure?" 

sooo tonight I went to the old spaghetti factory with the ladies! we all get dressed up and looked HOTT lol the food there is wonderful!!!!! and after chloe brought me home and we chilled in my room and chatted :D chloe is so cool.

 I found out that my parents stole my favorite pillow... the pillow that they gave me because they didn't want it anymore...the pillow that had a matching one but that they took *with out asking* and gave to my older brother!! ack I know that I have alot of pillows but when you give somthing to me please ask before taking it BACK! *sigh*

BUT I'm listening to Irish music right now and it makes me happy so I think I shall continue on my way. love you all!

You know what drives me crazy?? is when I can't do anything to  fix a problem...and once again I find myself saying sorry but that doesn't even help...

well yesterday was emtionaly draining...talk about Ironic how I say somthing like "I run from everything" and then the next day 3 huge things just decide to hit me. at once. woot.  I've kinda worked out 2 of them and one I know that I can do nothing about...nothing at all...

anyways

So today was anther day of school...I'm gone for 11 hours on school days...I leave at 6 30 and dont get home until 5 30...that's sick. like beyond all reason... w/e tho it's fun cuz I get to dance and do stuff with theater for 4 hours every day :D that and I get to hang out w/ anna manda satya and stephanie and ellie H. and emily H. and they all are amazing girls. (I WOULD have inclued jon in that list but he left us...crazy kid...)  oo and today satya gave me braclets from india!! aand I really like them! and anna gave me mike 'n ikes :D :D. hehe anna and manda and satya and I all ate in the corner at lunch today and I had to drink my yogert cuz I forgot a spoon!! and there wasn't any in the cool black thing next to me..but theres a note in there now!!! lol

lately i've been wandering
off the narrow path
you've given me so many things
that i never had

all in all i know it's you
that always pulls me through
if you reach deep inside
you'll see my heart is true

(chorus)

cuz i hate the way i feel tonight
and i know i need you in my life
yes i hate the way i feel inside
and i promise to make the sacrafice
(come on)

world i know is pullin me
more and more each day
i feel like the odd man out
as i begin to pray

spiteful eyes are watching me
with everything i do
and in the midst of darkness lord
the spirit calls on you

cuz i hate the way i feel tonight
and i know i need you in my life
yes i hate the way i feel inside
and i promise to make the sacrafice
x3 (with cool guitarness)

-12 stones "the way I feel"

All right so theory in life is that I tend to over think things...sometimes it's a good thing but other times it's ANNOYING!! that and I also tend to run from problems insted of fix them. like I just pretend that there not there...and it makes everythign great now but I have a feeling that this is going to catch up with me aaand it's gunna suck....*sigh* ...w/e I suppose I can run for anther night...maybe...

ANYWAYS soo on saterday I went to the state fair with kevin and we were suppose to meet up with this group of people but after hanging out with them for like an hour we desided they were too...ummm.... awkward for us so we ditched them *I dont think they missed us tho cuz there was a MILLION of them* and the best part is that it rained ALL DAY! and we were soaked and COLD. haha I would tell you all the cool stuff we went to but honestly we just kinda wondered for like 6 hours. we hung out with people randomly like Kayla and maura and then with keith. we visited mary at her booth thingy about 7 times lol. kevin won the prize of the day like 6 times. and the prize is to buy christine caribou!!  soo he owes me alot of caribou. oh and this guy told him to buy me a car while we were looking at some haha. well we had a wonderfuly amazing time and all the rain made me very happy :D on the bus home there was a bunch of drunk people giving marriage advice to random people hahaha they were funny. I was kinda weirded out because my mom was calling me at like 11 00 being like WHERE ARE YOU?!?! even tho I've gotten home at like 12 45 with out her calling like that...and she knew I was going to be out late...hmm oh well

today I went to Ikea! and I picked out my loft bed!! but before that we went out to eat with some family friends and before that was chruch and that was pretty uneventful sept I got to see ellie for like 2 min. buut I didn't get to talk to her about what I wanted to talk to her about..so I think maybe I'll give her a call... like now. lol bye!

ACK school starts sooo soon!! I think I might cry.

So I talked to the school people today and i got dance classes! yay! 

Other then that tho today pretty much sucked. so were baby sitting noah. omg he got here at 8 am....and is still here at 8 30 pm! normaly I wouldn't mind cuz I like babies...but he has seriously cried 2 3rds of the time he's been here!!!!!!! I'm not even kidding. I think I'm going crazy. Then the van isn't working and ym dad took the car to work so I couldn't go to Jon's party thingy....*sigh* and just a bunch of little things...slkjslgbskbcsdfsdfsdfsdfs dfsmndmndv w/e I'm ok now

sooo pretty sure that me and my mom were going to go to the mall today and get some school clothes but she didn't want to take noah with her...so she said that we'll go tomorrow...but I doubt we will...that and I'm SUPPOSE to be painting my room tomorrow but Jordan hasn't called me... so hopfully he'll call or be on tonight *crosses fingers*

alright well I'm going to go and find someway to make myself in a better mood...you know if I had caribou right about now that would be amazing...anyone want to come pick me up???

yay thanks anna for your wish making post!! hehe

SOO I got my schedule for school today!! and all you wonderfuls who are coming to school with me should tell me what classes you have with me. :D

Lit/comm. seminar (what is that?)

Environ. Science

Geometry (yes I know I'm SO behind in math)

Global Insights

Studay hall

and the last half of the day is the EXACT same as jons soo you can just look at his.  Altho I'm really confused cuz I dont have any dance classes...weird oh well I'll just have to talk to them

Locker # 5069 (someone be by me please! cuz jon and anna are like 20 lockers away and I want a friend)

Well I should be off and be Miss handy-man some more! *yay for spackling and washing and painting little tables!!! WOOT!*

oh haha I also got my bus pass today and I went to right my name on it in marker and I wrote the C on the glossy part so it didn't show up so it now says "Histine hanson" lol oh man...ok NOW I'm off to be Miss handy-man

incase you cared those are the cords to the song that goes "LET IT RAAAIN LET IT RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN OPEN THE FLOOD GATES OF HEAVEN LET IT RAAAAIN!!!!!!" aaand I really like that song.

ummm well today nothing really happend...sept that my room is now eady to be painted! FINALLY. see ok, what would happen was I'de have time to do a little in my room, and then I would be busy for like a week, then I could do a little more, then a little more and slowy but surly it got done! now theres nothing on my walls...no  pictures no nothin. and as of right now my bed is a mattress on the floor. and I dont have any sheets to sleep in tonight cuz they are still in my gay dryer!!!!! UGH

my dad had to save me TWICE today. the frist time it was cuz in my windowsill a bunch of bugs decided to have a party and DIE! it was one of the nastiest things EVER!! soo he saved me and cleaned it out. but THEN I was going to take a shower and I open the shower and there in the tub is this HUGE black gross spider! see, most bugs I can handle but a bunch of dead ones and black spiders ..yea no...I just dont do them. *shivers*

oo I had to go to this realyl boring meeting at chruch today...but after me and mary hung out in the parking lot for a good hour while our mom's talked. and we sang at the top of our lungs!! hehe and a good time was had by all :D

yay I'm going to the state fair tomorrow! and again on monday! and maybe on the 3rd!! I like the state fair. altho they did raise the prices this year...*tear* oh well

ahhh school starts in a week!! part of me is sad...the other excited.  sad cuz that means summers done...but excited cuz then I get to hang out with manda and anna and jon and satya and meet a bunch of new people. woot!

dang I missed 11 11...I even looked when it was 11 10 and still missed it... I'm off to go cry in a corner now...

Soooooo this week has been crazy but yesterday was AMAZING!

So at 10 30 I get this text from Chloe and she's like "up yet??"So me and Chloe chat and deside to go out to that one itailan fast food place that I can't think of the name for it...*thinks*...OH OH Fizolis!!!!!!! (spelled wrong but w/e) and she got a fly in her food... ew...but we dicided that it was ok cuz that could happen anywhere so were not holding it against them. the food there is Sooo good!

Then at 1ish me and Chloe met Ellie and Kevin Looper and kayla Looper at como zoo! and we hung out there for a while and saw the monkeys with the mustaches :D aaaand we saw LIONS up close and personal! it was crazy those kitty's are HUGE. Oh and I met Kevin's brother in law and he's a Police guy at the zoo so it was pretty sweet. he hung out with us for a while at the footsy proof tables. hehe

Once we were finished at the zoo we desided to go to the doller theater!! but when we got there none of the movies started for a good hour. so we trucked on over to the loopers house and chilled there for a little bit. Then we left kayla there *tear* and the rest of us went to see the longest yard.  good moive but it has it's...awkward parts...ahm...

"I'll have a McChicken!" haha sorry chole...

after Kevin had to leave us me and ellie and chloe went and took a picture by this HUGE metal cow with holes in it on county rd D. it was insaine. Then we traveld over to Jordan's house and hung out in his kitchen while kari did the dishes. hehe that was a good time.

I really like days like that because we had no plan what so ever. I love just doing things sper of the moment. i think it might drive some people crazy but I think it makes life more interesting.

Well I should be off now. I love you all.

so on thrus. some people threw laura a suprize b-day party it was pretty awesome... toneys band played but they played SOOO loud taht it hurt. and I can usaully stand loud music but this HURT! that and they screamed... haha I thought of you amanda cuz you would have liked them! lol for the first half of the party I was really blah...but then me and chole went on a drive and I like shouted for like 10 min *not at her just about stuff* and then I felt better.  AFTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE SPEED LIMIT IS 30!!!! NOW 40!!! I Dare you to go 50!! ok! hahaha oh chloe I love you.  oh and steph was there. and that made me really happy cuz I miss her. 

all the girls spent the night and I played this really addicting frog game where you had to jump frogs and have only the red one be left. It was so much fun...but ellie and chloe made fun of me cuz I got into it...lol

Then on fri. me and Christine and mary met andy at the doller theater and saw the sisterhood of the traveling pants...lol me and mary kept laughing at it cuz parts of it were SO dumb.  I liked parts of it tho.

Then mary and Sarah came over and we looked for crop circles on-line. and sarah hit on peter on AIM O.o lol it was funny. OOO and we played halo!!! haha it's acctaully kinda a fun game we ran around and shot eachother!! and sarah got invisable. it was crazy.  then we desided to ride bikes down and rent a movie. *skips complicated middle that no one really needs to know* and we rented "Guess who" with ashton coocher *that's NOT how you spell his name but w/e* and that is a funny movie!! I loved it aaaaaand then sarah spent the night and that's pretty much it. hehe I had fun.

Now I'm about to go find my darling ellie and mary and serve for ellie's brothers wedding dinner thingy... lol  later

So I had one of those moments today where you relize that your growing up...and theres nothing you can do to stop it. Part of me is excited cuz theres so much that can happen in life and I can't wait to find out what the next chapter is going to be about. but I feel like with every day that goes on and every step I take I get farther and farther away from them. and I hate the thought of it. I'm afraid of forgetting and afraid to move on...I want to go there but I want to go alone and theres no way to do that with out my license but I'm also afraid to go.  Afraid of memories. Afraid of more pain. one would think after over 5 years I could move on...but that's not the way I work.

anyways...

Yesterday I went to Valley Fair with Jordan and Bobby and Ellie and Dani and a bunch of people that I dont usally hang out with. but it was alot of fun. lol jon Thomas did that thing where they guess your age and the guy guessed 18 and said that he was guessing kinda high. he just about fell over when jon told him he was 21. haha he got a blue monkey. hehe it made me happy.

   I went on power tower twice *shivers* both times I sat next to ellie and me and her spazed the whole way up there! but my FAVORITE ride is wild thing :D it's only best one. we went on it like 4 times in a row!!! but we only went on steel venum once and that was sad cuz I reaaaaallly like that ride too.

*see ellie's xanga for amazing extra verses of the song that me her and luke made for the lollipop song while at VF* http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=UnimmortalChild " title="http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=UnimmortalChild " target="_blank"http://www.xanga.com/home.asp... the one on aug 16th

well I'm off to start what I finished. and get ready to go out with mary and her mom and my mom. bye

Soo last night was pretty awesome me and ellie went swing dancing with keith and some of his friends.  It was a crazy good time. We were really sad cuz we called monica to see if she wanted to come but she wasn't home so I was saddend. But then like a half hour after we had gotten there in walks monica and Israel!! so it was a very happy time.

ok so you know that swing move were the guy flips the girl around his back like a hola hoop?? well I totally did it!!! it was soooo much fun!!!! I did that with keiths friend...I dont remember his name tho : hahahah then I tried it with keith a couple times that didn't work out so well...lol kinda almost got killed. haha no it wasn't bad...but it wasn't good either. I'm so excited taht I'm learning all these really fun dance moves!! like this other one were the girl Flips over the guys back! now if I could land that one it would be awesome! there was one other one...but I couldn't do it right...and I was afraid that my knees were going to...miss...and he was going to end up on the floor...and that would be bad. 

and DISMOUNT!!!! haha

I dont think theres really anything else to say I went to laura's pool party today.  but yeah I dont know. alot of things were going through my mind...*sigh* I hope things will go back to normal maybe it's just me being dumb. that happens alot.

Tonight I'm going bowling...but I dont really want to. were going with "friends of the family" if you will and I the closest one to my age is like 9 and I'm not in a little kid mood today. I'm not in any mood today.

*jams to superchic[k]*

aaaaaand now I'm off to do somthing bye all!

Ok honestly, I'm sooo sick of what's been happening! somedays I dont feel like belong ANYWHERE.  People I used to talk to dont seem to want to talk any more...at lest not about anything important.  there's so many things that I just want to forget about and move on with life. but the way that things are playing out I can't. I'm stuck in this spot and I dont want to be any more...

I just want things to work out the way there suppose to. with out all this guilt about things I can't help. I know it's not my fault....and everyone says so but I can't just forget about them.  I feel like the person in the movie that every one hates. I'm sorry. I wish things were differnt. and I wish that things would work out and no one would have to get hurt. gees..

So when I was working on thrus. and the guy who was speaking said that the teens today are looking for people who arn't fake.  and it's so true. I can't stand it when people put on an act.  Be who you are. Dont pretend to be somthing your not. cuz chances are your not going to be very good at it.

wow sorry I'm kinda in a bad mood today...maybe the next post will be better

...wow this week has been CRAZY...  I havn't even had time to think...

but we'll just point out the high lights cuz if I dont I'll get my self sad again...and we dont want to get into that

humm sooo I suppose we'll start with saterday cuz that was fun. I went to Dani's house for a little pool party. it was alot of fun I wore my white Furry hat. so it made my bad mood better :D   hahaha me and dani and steph did about 28 Chinies Fire drills hahahaha target parking lot....lol

theeeeen on sunday I went to Dani's chruch. I liked that alot. I kinda wish that I would have gotten to know more of her friends. I like to meet new people.  and later that day we picked up Jordan and his sister Kari *she is so cool!* and we played apples to apples with her family. and a good time was had by all!

on monday  I went out to lunch with ellie Isaac and Jordan. haha poor Isaac and my not-so-mad skills with directions....sorry. OOO and found out that I can fit my feet in Isaac's shoes with my shoes on!! hahaha I looked like one of those brat dolls it was pretty sweet

aaand the rest of the week is a stressful blurrrrrrrrrrrrr with working and being tired and emiotanal...BLAH not cool. not cool at all.

SO anna and Manda and Jon aaand others: I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!! we need to do somthing soon! cuz I dont know how much longer I'll last not seeing you guys! sooo if you wish me dead, dont call me or e-mail me or anything. ooo I got a new e-mail...and I'de put it here but I dont want crazy ppl e-mailing me...but Jon and anna have it so ask them if I dont get around to e-mailing you all tonight.

wow that post has a bunch of bad spelling and what not...but I dont care right now at all.

NIGHT!

...If I dont think about things today was amazing and I had a great time

but of course I think about everything so that just makes tonight make me feel bad. again.

*sigh*

OK so incase you didn't get my e-mial for what ever reason, I'm letting you know here that my family is kicking AOL off my computer and were getting a new server thingy. This new server wont be in for a couple of days so once I sign off tonight I no longer have an e-mail address or an AIM sn. Or at lest for the next few days. I know it will be very hard for all of you but I believe that you all will be able to pull through it. I'll let you know when I get my new e-mail :D

Finally I get to go to sleep!

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 All I have time to say today is thank you Todd for this amazing elephant you made me....

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ok well I got an xanga...monica and ellie made it for me so dont be afraid if they post in it too cuz they know the PASSWORD!!! aaack !!*ellie desided the name for it 'myelbowhurts'* aand if I could remember how to put links on I would... but just copy and paste this http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=myelbowhurts" title="http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=myelbowhurts" target="_blank"http://www.xanga.com/home.asp... ...or did that work and is it a link??? I dont know do what you will with it... umm I suppose I'll do one fast post cuz I have to go PACK!!

That's right pack for I, at 7:00 pm tonight, am LEAVING until SUNDAY to go to SUMMER CAMP!!! *dances* I can't wait! monica's coming and were going to be on our mission from God all week cuz the theme this year is SPIES!!!!!!!! MOOHAHAHAHA...and me and ellie bought a coloring book for on the way up :D oh the JOY that is spewing out of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a really good night last night! Ellie was hyper beyond all reason and was speaking non-sence and almost DEID laughing...hehe and we talked to people on-line and probly scared them away...hehe sorry Jon and jordan and monica and Isaac...altho I'm glad we talked to you Isaac cuz you made my WEEK!!!! wow no words. lol

aand I think that's all I have to say. I think that you all should comment here or in my xanga so that when I come BACK from camp I have things to read :D I shall miss all you crazy people who arn't coming to camp who had signed up then desided not to go*cough* Isaac*cough* and all you other people who arn't going...*tear* talk to you all sunday!!

so on sunday my dad's just like guess what! were going to grandma's! and I was completly indeffernt  so sunday afternoon&nbs p;we head out to clinton.  waaay in the boonies 2 min. away from south dakota...woo. but not gunna lie, it wasn't too bad because the last 20 miles I got to drive!! MOOHAHAHAHA it's was pretty fun I went like 65 miles per hour and I avoided 4 cars 1 cat an insain dear taht was trying to cross in front of me and 1 crazy bunny that was zig zagging in and out of the bushes infront or the car. *bows* I know you all are proud.

so monday was just kinda like hang out on a farm...with nothing to do...my grandma beat me 7 times in a row playing kings in the corner...*sigh* it was drepressing. we also when to the hospital and visited my great aunt and in the parking lot of the hospital the car dies. and I was crabby...and it was hot...and yeah it wasn't a good thing. but we got a ride home from some really nice lady and it was all good.

and we came home today...tue. then I went to dance...and now my legs feel like JELLO!

I just have to say that my grandma is amazing! she's like 87 lives on a farm all by herself with cats!! lots of cats! but not inside the house. out in the barn.  She's a beast! oh but dont get on her bad side...I kinda was this past visit...oops...o well I'll have to make up for it somehow...

ooo on saterday I chilled with steph. that was a good time we watched phantom of the Opera and it made me happy :D

and I think that's all I have to share with anyone...yup...comment cuz I love you.  hehe bye

SO on tue. oo what did I do?? OH I remember so like at 11 am I get a text from Sarah and she's like "hey you going to faye's pool party?" (she's my small group lader and she's AMAZING) so at like 2ish I get a ride over to fayes and sarah and Danielle pull up at the same time and we walk over the the pool thing in her neighborhood and we find her and are like "hey faye!" and we swam for awhile and these like 12 year old boys come and one of them yells to danielle and is like "hey danielle this kid likes you!" and points to anther 12 year old kid. hahaha then later I think it was the same kid shouts "hey Danielle's friend!" and I"m like "what?" and he's  like "this kid likes you!"  it was kinda awkward...

then I went to dance *blah* then ellie came and we went jean shopping for her. and went to go see Monster in law at the doller theater! it was sooo funny! you all should see it. then I went home

Wed rolls around and the first part of the day sucked...and none of you really want to hear about that...so we'll skip to the good part

I went to mary's at about 5 30 and me her and sarah went to walmart where mary bought a whale! I had just about the funnest time ever. Is it shaggy?? or shaggy?

I went to WH with those two lovlys and saw amanda and satya and Todd *in person! crazy* and jessica and jon *but I didn't see him untill after* and goodness I love that place! I love chruch too  but it's so much fun just to do somthing differnt. haha I love the youth paster guy there!! he's soo funny and soo deep! goodness that question he asked I'm still thinking about it!! and the fact that he made a crop circle!! wow. that's amazing!! so that was a good time cuz I got to see all you wonderful WH people...sept you anna *cries*

Then I went to sarah's and spent the night we had a good time..it was like we used to be...it was so nice...

And today we hit up the mall *boring* and Office max an office Depoit and Target and walgreens to look at school supplies! hehe!

I miss all the crazy people who left me for sonshine!!! *tear*

and I think I'm done now...yeah...

ok I just have to start this blog out with saying that I'm sry if it doesn't make any sense...my brain isn't working tonight ask anna.  *I'm TRYING to talk to her but it isn't working*

well yesterday was sunday and I went to church in the morning . I like it when mark speaks. he keeps me interested. it was really funny tho cuz Christine G. seriously had ADD during church!! haha.. oo and they sang this song called face down and I REALLY liked it.

well after chruch my family went to Liz's grad. party!! and I met a bunch of AFSA people there. I had some...awkward moments...ahm...but yeah they are some pretty awesome people and I really wanted to walk to amanda's or jon's house cuz I was super close to them but I didnt' know where they lived and we were only out there for like 2 hours...

Then in the kowalski parking lot *I had stopped to get frost top root beer* I saw Mike from biology..but I dont know if he knew who I was...but I said hi anyways and he kinda said hi... then just as we were about to leave the car breaks down! so yeah I was saddend cuz it was like 4 30 and I was suppose to meet mary at chruch *like 30 min away* at 4 30! but then after making a few phone calls we finally get a ride back to church and got there at like 5 30.  it was ok cuz every one waited for me but I felt bad...

so we got to mary's super cute cabin and wow it was just alot of fun we played apples to apple and ASAP (AMAZING GAME!) I blew up this HUGE daisy that we named SHANONO! and we went....swimming....in her lake at 1 am! but it was said cuz SHANONO'S plugger came unplugged so it like sank... and luckly non of us got attacked by fish!!! lol we slept in a tent in the yard and were up until about 4.

In the morning we all got up and me sarah christine and ellie were all soaking up rays on the dock when every one else who was there came up with water balloons and just started pelting us with them! we were goin to get them back with the hose but we couldn't find the knob to turn it on with...*tear*...anyways..

 We at lunch at this sweet place called bug-a-boo and it was like this beach house thing and had palm trees and it had a volley ball court! I liked it alot.  when we frist came in the lady at the desk was like "who's getting married?" cuz she thought it was a bridal shower thing! then mary's mom was like "oh no this is a 16th birthday party" and yeah I was weirded out by that...

Later in the day we went swimming again and I almost lost spike the floaty duck but thanks to ellie's mad skill on anther floaty thing she saved him!! it was a close one for ol' spike.

then alas..we had to leave...*sigh* on the car ride home I sat with ellie in the back seat and talked about elbows :D and I was trying to get my pucker to look cute but no..that's just not possible..but ellie, man does she have a pucker! and a cute one too!

and now I am here at home in my computer chair...am I ever any where else??? no.

o goodness so last night I went to three degrees to hear five small worlds (jordan's older bro's band) and they are good! I like them alot...even if they did scream...but they didn't scream too much.  and I got a FREE peach smoothy!! because ok so ellie wanted a smoothie right? and she was all sad cuz she had 3 dollers and the smoothies were 4 *tear* but then we were talking to one of the band members and ellie tells him her sad story and he whips out his wallet and pulls out this card for 1.50 off a drink at the "bar" and is like "will this help?" and ellies like YESSSSSS! so we go up order her smoothie and wait for it to be done...and wait for it...and wait for it...and wait for it....and wait for it...and then one of the people behind the counter comes up and gives a weird look and says "can I help you?" and we tell her that we were waiting for a smoothie and she give us anther weird look and turns around and starts talking to the other people working and apperntly they ended up throwing our order away and she felt really bad and I was joking aroudn and was like "well now you should just give us a free drink" and she did!! and she's just about the coolest person ever. haha anyways...

so I worked today...it's kinda annoying tho cuz when I started working it was like all teens and tons of fun and stuff but now it's all old people and me *by old I mean like over 50* and they never tlak about anything interesting...all they talk about is their cranky husbands and the government....woot. woot....and they are all really slow when they do things it takes two of them to clear one table in the time that I clear two! it just about drives me crazy!!! but i'm happy cuz at the second wedding I worked *I worked 2 weddings today bringing me to a grand total of 10 hours worked today ugh* I got to take home 2 dozen roses!!! yay so my room is amazing right now! I like roses alot. if they weren't so expensive I would buy a dozen every other day.

I should be off now cuz I have to pack to go to mary's cabin!! yay this will be a fun two days! until then

good song good song...

today was fun I randomly went to henkily *sp?* with some of my friends and we went to this camp ground place and paddle boated for a good mile and now I have spome majorly buff legs!! and thanks to Mary, she was our "servival specailest", I know all about birch trees! score! oh and there were fake ducks on the river! o man it was a good time

grr I'm really mad at myself for forgetting I was gogin to go swing dancing today...ugh I hate when I space things out. i'm sorry ellie!!!!! ugh I'm such a loser sometimes...

well it's offical guys are jerks and girls are jerks as well...so it's pretty much a lose lose situation..maybe I'll just becom a hermit...yea that sounds good to me...altho then I would miss every one...anther lose lose situation!! *sigh* I'm just gunna go listen to somthing...anything other then my thoughts